Monday, August 8, 2011
Umm.......im 14 n pregnet?
So basically, today i found the courage to tell my mom im pregnant. I called my boyfriend, and he was here in a split second. My mom was outside enjoying the fresh air, she looked so happy that i couldnt tell her. So i ran to my room shut my door and cried. My boyfriend, adrien was rubbign my arm telling me to calm down. But its hard. I have so much going through my head i couldnt handle it anymore. I screamed. I mean like someone-is-kidnapping-me-help-me scream. My mom rushed to my room, ofund the key to my door and opened. She said” sweetie whats wrong, tell me” i couldnt Adrien gave me a look like “you have to, now’s the time” so i blurted it out under my tears i said, “im pregnant, im so sorry” and i ran. i just ran. out my door, and to my best friends house. She doesnt know either, so now im with her. on her bed, both of us crying [cause i just told her] and shes stroking my hair. My boyfriend just called me saying ,that my mom took her car. My mom is probally on her way to my aunts house too. My boyfriend is now walking over here [my friend lives 2 and a half blocks away] and now i have no idea what to do. Ive called my mom, and she answered and said,[se sounded like she was crying “dont worry im fine, well talk when i get home, ill be back at around 2:40, be home.” then hung up. My worst nightmare. But i belive in the saying “in the end everything is okay and if its not okay then its not the end. Im sure my mom will be fine later but for the next week, things are going to be tense between me and my mom. i know i shouldnt be on Yahoo Answers, but where else do i go? My sister knows and shes also here with me. But i need advice, everyone else who is with me, where all out, of options, advice, answers. but i always get so much support, and people saying that they are going to pray for me, and i get really good advice and it lifts my spirits so, Now what? What should i say when i get home? and as for the next week or so, how do i deal with the pressire between my mom and i. God i am so scared. and lost. i want this all to just end.But i love the baby and sometimes i smile and just stare at my stomach knowing that something is going to live in there for 8 more months.
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