Would you hold your dead fetus if it fell out of you?

My 11 weeks old fetus fell out of me yesterday, I still have it's body. Yes, really. we're going to bury it sunday. I was listening to a song called the dance by garth brooks and one part is "holding you, i hold everything. my whole world was changed". that lyric made me really think what would it be like if i actually held it? would it make me feel better? I really don't see how i can get the nerve to do it, but wouldn't it be something if i could say i actually got to hold/touch my baby? not everyone gets to. i would also be as close as it as i can get but i just dont know i need some help on this one. what would u do?